Today I’m feeling better because I’m getting through situations with that mean girl I told you about from school. One time, the mean girl’s best friend (who is also a mean girl), said “hi” to me. I said, “I thought you didn’t like me”. She didn’t respond back to me, so I just ignored her. I’m not supposed to talk to her because she was mean to me on Facebook. I’m not supposed to talk to her, but it’s confusing to me. When she’s nice and says “hi”, shouldn’t I be nice back? I am confused because I want to say “hi” if she’s going to be nice…but because she’s been mean to me in the past, I can’t trust her. It’s very confusing. It is just like a story you come up with called “Who Can you Trust”? I only trust nice people. In the beginning, everyone seems nice, so I feel like I can trust them. But then, sometimes they change and are mean. So, I decided that I should think about who to trust before I trust them. I will let people’s behavior show me who I can trust. If they support me and are nice to me, care about me, and act nicely and trustworthy, then I can trust them. When it comes to my online bullying situation, I have two choices. I can let it bother me forever, or I can move on. It happened, and it was horrible. But, I can’t let it bother me for the rest of my life. It’s my choice to be happy, so I am not going to let it bother me again.
Sometimes I get confused with people being mean to me. For example, my brother was making chicken. There were only two pieces left. He was really hungry. I asked him if I could have some chicken. He hesitated, and I asked him why he doesn’t like me. He agreed to give me one piece of the chicken. My friend, who was sitting with us, wanted to know why I thought he was being mean….he was just being hungry! Sometimes, I feel like people are being mean, but maybe they’re not. I think it’s hard to tell when someone is being mean. Sometimes, when people disagree with me I feel that they are being mean. My friend thought I was mean because I snatched her iPod. I was just curious about the notifications she gets, like her messages. It is her own personal business, and she got upset that I grabbed her iPod. I guess I’m still learning how to behave in certain situations. I do realize that everyone, people old and young, people with or without Autism have the same problem. No one ever knows how to behave all the time in every situation.
I was remembering back to third grade when we used to have pet rocks that looked shiny. Now it’s all about feather extensions for your hair. I have a purple one. It’s neat how trends change. I predict that rubber bracelets will be really big next year, and feather extensions will still be a trend. One of my older friends told me that feather extensions were popular when she grew up in the 80’s. They had clip on feather extensions.
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